It’s hard for me to just start writing. I think I have a plan and then, when I get to it, all those thoughts leave me. They sound dumb. They sound uninteresting. So, here I am… just starting.
I tell me clients that all the time in personal training, yet here I’ve been – ignoring that for my own business. I know though that it’s mostly the depression that gets in the way. When things seem too hard, like too much, I try to recognize that and figure how to get around it.
In this case, it’s writing. I tell myself I don’t have a lot of time. That’s partially true. I do have a 7 month old. I do work full-time. I am trying to create my own business. I still spend a lot of awful time on Facebook and Instagram just scrolling through.
I know I need to place that focus elsewhere but those imposter syndrome thoughts get in the way too.
So, here’s my focus… call it a goal… call it a resolution. Call it whatever you want but my focus is to spend at least 5-10 minutes just writing here. It may be rambling. It may be business-minded. I just want to do it.
So, here’s to that! π
